mY pReRogAtIvE

hMmM.. iNiTiAl D!!!

2005-06-26T02:57:00.000-07:00

oh yeah oh yeah. i finally get to watch initial d! yes! ohhhhh myyyyy goooodddddnnnneeessss!!! its so nice!!! i must definitely watch the next time! yes! hmm, felt so sad that this girl who is going to be my direct soon, said bad things about Jay. ya, he's not so handsome, but he's adorable!!! he've got the coolness in him. omg~ hohoho... shuai!!!

alright. back to main point. went for SG grouping late. and was late by 1 hour! and went back after that for 6pm's BBQ, alright. wanted to get their contacts, but all were from Indonesia, but manage to get closer to my neighbours. hehehe. went for the second round at pasir ris at 10pm. hmmm, horrendous, can i say that? why? basically i can just say that i hate my dad's side relatives.

to my relatives.
->ah xiang jie- fuck off. what the hell, ya, you have money, your husband has lots of money, and i'm going to have more than yours! i'm going to help aunt more that what you did as a daughter!

->annie jie- big fuck. shut your big mouth up. its so ugly.

-> ah song kor- what the fuck. i hate unfillial son. spend more time with girlfriend than mother. useless.

-> ah liang- long time no see, i think i better not see you anymore.

I HATE YOU!!! i mean.. all of them.

**Everyone wants to succeed, its the matter of fact whether anyone is willing to give them a chance to succeed when they give a real try. No one plans to fail, Only people fail to plan**

pRoJeCt pRoJeCt pRoJeCt

2005-06-21T13:03:00.000-07:00

pRoJeCtS!!!! suck. -_-' i hate to do project. sadden, cry sia. what the. i hate to do projects. why?

hmmm, why?! maybe i'm lack of team work. sigh. its so disorganised! hmmm, doesn't projects mean to be shared among the people inside the team? why i never get to do any of the projects? i mean, i wanted to contribute, but no one gives me a chance =(

just finish eating in canteen 4, the chicken chop with rice here sucks. haha, everything seems so sucky to me today. oh ya, long time no see to all my primary school mates, i finally get to contact them back! haha... found out that guo quan is in the same school as me too! hahaha..

school, or work? hmmm, i'm a part time student you must know that, but i must know how to prioritize! homework is piling up as usual. whenever i go to work, there's nothing for me to do, sheck.! haha... how am i going to do? no work no pv no pv no money. sadden... but left with 10 days more! i must jia you jia you jia you!!!

have been watching this show Mr Fighting, ge dou tian wang recently. finally finished it 20 episode. hahaha... tony sun and zax wong so handsome!!! fight fight fight. learn lots of things inside this show rather than knowing them so handsome. hahahaha!!!! =X what am i talking about? hahaha

mY cOnDoLeNcEs

2005-06-18T16:44:00.000-07:00

mr lawrence and mr dewey's grandfather had just pass away, i've just came back from the funeral. may them have my condolences.

eh.. sorry, i don't know what to say la hoh, because "born, old, die, apart" is what we need to face in life cycle. and i shan't comment much about it.

been sleeping late recently, been late for the whole week, as in 8am lesson everyday, i will reach at 8.15am. sadden. and was sleeping all the way throughout the class. did i? haha, sorry, i didn't! what am i talking about. i nearly fell asleep during EALS class, and i fell asleep during PWA class. I SWEAR! JUST A SHORT WHILE ONLY! =X

went back to office just now for the grouping. after seeing the slide show, SG won RF1 by 3000, but SG lost to top team RF by 3000! hmmm, think its time we need to buck up already! i wonder why RF is like that. they win, they will kpkb, they lose, they also kpkb. what kind of education is that? luckily SG is forgiving enough when dealing with ignorant people =)

what the gary chng had mentioned just now "i wonder if SG won, will silver get the award or the eagles who get the award" hohoho, i believe that we can forgive such an ignorant person =D
chelsy got top manager for this week, and there she goes again, i really dislike or rather hate the way she speaks on stage. Don and me had already prepared our thanks giving speech on the very day that we actually promoted! specially for MISS CHELSY =)

its Ian's birthday today! hurray! sorry Ian, i would like to wish you happy birthday, but sorry ah! no present. PS~ Ian won't be seeing this think either because they don't know about my blog =X hohoho

i gOt mY vOiCe bAcK~!

2005-06-13T00:49:00.000-07:00

hey!!! i can speak now!! but i'm still coughing my lungs out. and my voice has not returned completely. i finally get to watch Mr and Mrs Smith, not a bad movie, hmmm, kind of like expected, but the actions inside all these are like so stunting man! haha... and brad pitt was like, COOL!!! haha.... hmm, i take a leave today, as in give myself a break in the week, asked my mother out for shopping today, in the morning when i woke up. we went to TM, with sis, bro and xiao mei aunt.

danced a few paras, so embarrasing!! haha, after that we split up, mom, xiao mei aunt and bro went to ah eng aunt's house, while sis and me went to catch the movie, this is the third time my sis watch this movie. hahaha, kind of like waste money uh? $9.50!!!

but i like it. haha.. went to bedok interchange, actually want to meet wei ming, yu hui and yew teck there, but yi and me somehow being "dua" how? haha, yi and me went vcds shop, take a look, watched some short scene in the show, nicholas tse!!! haha... casting as the hua wu que, and cheung wai kin (zhang wei jian, i forgot his christian name) casting as xiao yu er. shuai!!!! haha...

went to mei hui's house after finding out that we actually being "dua", hmm, new house~ haha... i mean, its the first time that i've been to her house since she shifted! haha... alright, after that, heard that yew teck got money, and wanted to treat us, so we met up again! hahaha... didn't manage to finish up the food, wasted~!

realised that everybody has changed, including me... haha, bear said he got fatter, yu hui got his girlfriend, yew teck is a christian now, they said that i've slimmed down, bla bla bla.. haha, but our friendships are still there!! remain it man!! haha...

vOiCeLeSs

2005-06-11T08:40:00.000-07:00

eh eh eh!!! hohoho.. i can say what i want here! yes! its because of the whole day speechless. i went for the morning grouping, mr raymond asked who would like to go to the stage to grab the mic, i would love to, but i can't speak!

been a busy day i can say, although no activities. hana's appointment making most of us running up and down. why? she is supposed to have 2 appointments at 5pm and 8pm. but 5pm's appointment postponed to next week, 8pm appointment was thinking of pushing forward, but NO WAY! sorry hana, because no presenter =X 8pm's presenter was azraie, both had done their best, although never close, hana benefitted her relatives with the knowledge!

eh, talk until like that you guys must think that eh.. am i mad? i learnt alot of things today too. not very sure why am i so happy. hana asked me that why are SG treating RF1 like enemy, nisa replied "not that we are treating them like enemy, is they who are treating us like enemy, why? because when we smile at them, they stared at us!" eh.. is this true?! chelsy...

at first i don't really believe what nisa said, then when i'm on my way up to office from lps, i saw chelsy! yes, i smiled at her, she stared at me and look at other place.. eh... WHAT IS THIS MAN?! did i offend you? SG won RF1, so you treat us like that? aren't you too childish?! hohoho... i am going to thank you so much during the seminar man! hohoho

ill...

2005-06-10T13:03:00.000-07:00

sigh.. i fall ill again! sadden. maybe due to the weather recently and due to the food i ate recently. not fried chicken wing, then fried fish, not fried fish then CHOCOLATE! m&m, sigh.... haha.

what am i going to say? just finish lesson: PWA, going to pon the next lesson at 3pm, not because that i am going to work or whatever, its because i need to go home and rest. really having a serious sore throat, headache and stomach cramp =(

been coughing coughing coughing. seems like i am dying!!! hohoho. chatting with Ron now, he's some how like an attitude person, but deep inside him is a very how to say, loyal? eh... jiang yi qi! yeah. what time is it? 8.30, what's the day today? Friday. haha.. this is what Ron taught us....

he's going back his camp tonight, lets wish him good luck and come out with longer hair!!
what else? hmmm... i guess that's all, maybe i will post somemore later, but not at the moment!!!

here here here it is! don't know why every time when i come to a new school, there bound to be people who look down on others. isn't this world fair? she think that her studies is so good? she wasn't the 8 pointer! then? sigh, even the 8 pointer in my class is so noisy at times, and look down on people =( sadden. better don't mix so much with them. i don't even have the time to bother about them. but there's this event around the corner which i have to work together with this irritating pest -_-' chui. when Ivan say there will be badminton, captain's ball and soccer interclass competition, they require 4 people for badminton, 2 guys 2 girls. for double. then both of us raised up our hands, and she straight away "huh! can i play single?" nabei... who do you think you are? your badminton skill is so high? play yourself for the doubles. it takes 2 hands to clap, without me this hand, i see how you clap. no one in the class wants to join badminton. unless you tell me u don't want to play anymore, then forget it, my time are precious, i also don't want to spend it on you either.

chui...

2005-06-09T08:28:00.000-07:00

eh, what am i going to say. i met up with an insurance agent through the survey i did recently. spent 30 minutes with him, never manage to ask him up to my office to kheng. actually i want him to come up one. sigh... end up i even sign the policy, but end up i cancelled it away. haha... luckily that thing is subjected to changes made by customer la!!! hehe... felt so down after that. sadden.

hana has been coming down for quite some days already, and i never let her see result, am i a good superior? i can't even speak today!!! sadden. hmm, no link -_-'''

alright, i don't know i am talking about, regarding what i told hana just now, i knew hana don't understand a single word that i'm talking about. why? because, i don't even know what i'm talking!? sadden.

but why am i still so positive now? sigh, this is wan sin. HAHAHAHA!!! hmm, been facing some problematic guys nowadays.

second is this guy who always say "i miss you, you're so cute, i love you" bla bla bla
third is another guy who also say the same thing. -_-'
fourth guy is the one who keep on say "i swear i swear! trust me trust me" but why i call him he don't want to answer the phone? are you afraid?
fifth guy is a guy who looks like a drug addict (sorry, i shouldn't be saying like that, but he really looks like one.) he's the one who say he want to be serious in this line, and end up he's sleeping at least 12 hours a day, tell me, how can he succeed in this way? NO WAY!

first is THIS GUY whom i think he's the chuiest of all. i don't mind saying his name out here, he is LEE YUE XIANG, i don't care if he saw this or not, this is what want to say

mr lee yue xiang,
please stop being a hermit crab. thankiew. a guy who love to break his promise and end up hiding himself up has NO GUTS. are you a guy? if you think the above is mentioning about you, i never say it is, you admitted yourself. =) hahaha... you are the worst guy that i've ever met, you are totally irresponsible! didn't i say that i have urgent things to talk to you? and? did i say i want you to come back and work with me? NO! then? you think you're so wanted by? nobody say that! and one more thing, stop copying what other people do. i had this enough.

hmmmm

2005-06-08T10:55:00.000-07:00

hehe.. not very sure what to say. today went to school at 8am once again. was actually asking yu hui to meet me to go school together in the morning. and end up both of us were late i guess. haha. clementi... hmmm! not bad actually la the school. after you actually got familiar with the school you won't think np is big. its really very small in actual fact comparing to sp. haha.

what happened today, after i ended my school at 10am, i went to office straight, basically i missed my bus when i was on the bridge, was so frustrated that people actually saw me on the bridge running, but they just can't make the effort to ask the bus driver to wait for me, i guess the bus driver saw me too. chui! then i waited for about 15mins for the second bus, this time i saw another person running for the bus 75, so i asked the bus driver to hold on awhile for this pathetic guy to reach the bus =) see how good i am =X

reached office, actually decided to stay for morning grouping. i love morning grouping, but its just because of this guy call Zaihan! sigh, nevermind, i must have patient to guide them along, since i'm the one who brought them in, i need to be responsible and i must be patient to SAYANG them. just like a mother treating a just born baby, must put in 100% patient, 100% effort, then you can actually see the baby go school bla bla bla. hahaha what am i talking about?

anyway, nothing big actually happen today, ya! i cried this afternoon out of sudden, y? because i counted my pay, and found out its so little. so little until i can't even survive with that sum of money! i can't even return my mum the money. sadden. haha. eh, what i want to say uh? hmmm..... was emotionally stunt tio, but end up find brydon to coffee coffee awhile, now feel much more better. hehe... ou xiang! ou tu de dui xiang. but he's really a mentor of mine lo, he helped me alot since i joined this company, kena kheng by him N times already, and was used to it long time ago. but whenever i have a problem he will somehow be the first or the second to help out. this kind of people how to get. its because he put in 100% patience and 100% effort to see me grow! ta da! this is the end result, here i am!!!! =X hohoho... i won't let him down, i promised. PS: i don't like him -_-' he's not my type.

been making alot of promises nowadays, but never fulfill even one of them,
things that need to be done by NG WAN SIN
1st: hit my MM by the end of the month
2nd: earn $1500 for my next month pay check
3rd: learn to return to zero
4th: BREAK MY LIMITATION
5th: prioritize

bad points about NG WAN SIN
1st: lazy
2nd: impatience with downlines
3rd: always look at the problem rather than looking at the solution
4th: always crop up things, never an bu jiu ban
5th: always break my promise
6th: never earn enough money
7th: don't know how to prioritize
8th: weak
9th: not enough knowledge
10th: not agressive enough!
11th: TOO EMOTIONAL <-- killing factor

good points about NG WAN SIN
i don't really know my good points la, but my friends pointed out
1st: the ability to accept ones shortness
2nd: a good follower (as we say, a good leader is a good follower, so i'm on my way to my good leader =X)
3rd: daring.

think that's all, weak points more than strong points, think i need to think about it myself, even myself doubt my own ability. haha.. JIA YOU!

y?

2005-06-06T23:58:00.002-07:00

been realising this matter since sometime ago, but i didn't really go think about it. hmmm, let me tell you guys a story =)

there's 2 girls named A and B. both of them are best friends =)
A and B spent most of their time together, shopping, chatting on phone etc. but something happened one day, which A also don't know what she had done to make B keep her a distance. hmmm... THE END! ah haha... the A wasn't me, i just listened to what my friend had mentioned, until that only la!! haha...

i'm so tired, everyday after school need to go work, after work, reach home at about 12am, after bathing, and leisure activities, ended at 3am, 6am wake up again!

insufficient of sleep may cause stomach cancer. sigh, i won't know what will happen to me tomorrow, nor anyone. do you know what will happen to you the next moment? =D haha... alright, i've lots of things to type, but i don't really know how to phrase all. haha!!! =X ok... work is fine, but more and more people start to carry no hope on me since i missed my MM last month. maybe i'm too sensitive, maybe not. i might be one of the cause of mr raymond missing his room, and bla bla bla... depressed? i can't! i must be positive!!!

i kNoW dAnCe cAn bE mOrE fUn!

2005-06-05T02:36:00.000-07:00

hehe... =) I'M SELECTED!!!! SELECTED BY NRA DANCE!!!! omg omg omg!!! i can't move today due to the s&w hip hop on thurs. and today, saturday, i dance again, with my cramped leg! when i walk down the stairs, my knees actually bent!!! i mean, its a bad thing, because my legs are weak! they are trembling. haha... sia la, so enthu, until now still dancing. but seriously, i don't know how to dance. haha.

they say they will email me to inform me the time for training, but she sound like so fake, i don't really know there'll be a space for me. sigh.. haha... i just applied the counter pain cream onto my tighs!! is it spelt like that?!

i don't know, closed a small product for dor again, why can't i just close a big product? haha, everything's good thing!

aPpOiNtMeNtS

2005-06-03T16:34:00.000-07:00

ah hahaha.... long time never come here and update. hmmm, what to say? alright, i attached an appointment with silver's dorathy, hmm, tough one, but manage to close a pillow pad *booo* sadden. what i need to say is that, if you are into sales line, you must know how to withstand others TEACHING. what the fuck...

hmmm, i wasn't totally snook out la, i mean, i wasn't snook out at all! in fact, i actually "tore" the customer's face. how can he say that he has lots of experiences in the industries, and therefore he has the right to ask people to join or not to join one company. freak. (just receive a call saying that my girl is bringing friend up for interview *pause* )

sianxz, ehh, i think that's all for that day, but sianxz.... having toothache for 2 weeks already! PAIN!!! haixz... i don't even understand what the lecturer is talking or explaining about. i don't know!!! have been chatting on msn since morning. hahaha!!! SLACKER. went for S&W yesterday. hip hop forever! haha... learnt a few steps, and resulting me difficulties in walking today! there will be an audition for NRA tomorrow! how?! i can't dance, i've no dancing experience before! i've no dance talent! how?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lAsT dAy oF dA mOnTh`

2005-06-01T02:07:00.000-07:00

hMmM, aS uSuAl i mIsSeD mY mM... the second month that i've missed. 5310. stucked so long.

felt so bad to contribute such a small amount of PV to SG, silver done lots! feel lousy when facing them, more and more ME coming up. KaitSe is fighting for her MM soon. and i think she's going to hit it! hmmm... and sadden, i came in before her! hmmm, talking about this system, everything's fair!!! understand?! haha.. maybe i've been slacking again. sadden. i can't miss it anymore!!! but the badge presentation is on the 3rd!!! how?!

don't think i'm going to roll over the money, because i'll end up oweing lots of debts. haha. maybe because i'm afraid? or maybe because i don't want to take the risk? I WANT MY MARKETING MANAGER! why others hit their position so fast? =(

i often tell myself that there ought to be pros and cons on everything, for example, like people who got their manager post so fast, and people like me who have yet to get the manager post.
=(

is there the virus "red eye infection" going on recently? i'm on of them. haha, started to feel some itchness the day before yesterday. and i start to "Cry" because my tears keep on falling off. haha, but i don't meant to cry =( haha, and my nose start to drip =X ah haha!!! is that call mucus? :P until yesterday's morning 6am, i woke up in the middle of my painful sleep, found out that i can't even open my eye! (one eye infected only =X) the right eye! how? i went back to sleep with tissues beside me, and dustbin! haha. woken up by mum at 9pm, she bought eye mo for me, but still useless lah actually. haha... i never go to school since i already planned not to go to school the day before when i never get this infection. mum accompanied me to poly clinics nearby and spent just $6.50 on the medications. after that mum wanted me to go back home and rest, but hehe... i went to office with my shades acting like a blind woman walking here and there in office. haha... thankfully, my eye turn out better. =)

listening to hilary duff's FLY. interesting song. hehe... oh ya.. toothache =S sadden...

iBm iS a gOoD bRaNd aNd mOdEl, bUt iTs nOt wAtEr-pRoOf

2005-05-27T01:35:00.000-07:00

oh yeah... yeap yeap, did not manage to close the opening SUCCESSFULLY and all water in my bag -_-' so my lappy =( its only the second day!!!! but anyway, after restarting for 'n' times, finally i get to on my lappy wid power supply instead of battery. and now, my battery works again.. hehe =)

been a tired day because i slept quite late yesterday and wakes up very early today. i brought my sis's converse bag to school, rather big, but my lappy suits it. hehehe... i got to know more friends today TOO!!! yeap yeap =) hehexz... finally i saw a shuai ge during one of my lecture, but is from other course one!!! sadden. sigh, should have chose TP because mum will definitely pass tampines every morning, and i do not need to wake up so early in the morning and i will not be late! haha... anyway, i manage to find my way to lecture theatre today, hahaha, lucky me. i joined hip hop! yeah yeah, hope i never choose the wrong choice.. ah haha!

joined my seniors in school, bryan and angeline, during lunch period, but i did not grab something to bite, manage to finish a packet of milk =) hehe, they showed me around the school, but actually they didn't plan to show me, its just because Bryan (BM) was late and he didn't want to go to the class, so we stroll around the school. got into the shop and came out again, its just because, WE'VE GOT NOTHING TO DO! anyway, i dismiss early today ma... ah haha!

anyway... i went back office after that, reached at about 2pm, i'm dead beat. haha... anyway, learnt lots of things today. as in, basic training, presentation skills, techniques etc =) shit... i think i should stop posting, and i should start doing my revision! bye!!!

1sT dAy iN pOlY

2005-05-25T00:45:00.000-07:00

sIaNxZ!!! =X
1st thing, i need to wake up as early as 6pm EVERYDAY!!! even earlier than in secondary school!
2nd thing, the building of mine is so far! and i need to walk up and down the slope!
3rd thing, my class has only a few people!!!!
4th thing, there's no shuai ge in my class -_-'

sianxz!!!! haha... anyway, i go there for my studies, what for i care so much, at least i'm clearing obstacles towards my success everyday! no scare!!! =X no fear!!! just got my lap top from angel communication at bukit merah. sianxz! hmmm, went to tampines just now, paid for my scv tv and internet bill, been oweing lots of money these few days, not very sure why. hehe.... lost count.

quite a happy thing to know that i will be having lesson up till 10am tomorrow!!! yeah... but my bus fare will be abit expensive =S hehe... the library is really the nicest layout in the whole ngee ann, now i believe... haha... alright, so tired... need to sleep early and FIGHT tomorrow!! yeah!!!

eVeRyDaY 1k pV

2005-05-03T00:50:00.000-07:00

aRgH! i'M hUnGrY!!! hUnGrY fOr pV!!!! hAhA...

just had a so called emotional very emotional appointment. how to say, i actually fixed an appointment with my 5th aunt today for her EMI therapy, and my mum and 3rd aunt came along. they went through the therapy, i was the one who did the presentation with them, i felt so freak man -_-' i mean, i was the loudest in the show room, was the most emotional one. hmm, they said my aunts were here to test me -_-' omg~ dot... the most disappointed one wasn't that i didn't get to close them, is that my mum actually encouraged them to spread negatives and encouraged them to do something bad by her "lotsa knowledge" never seen this kind of parents before. but definitely, i'm not the worst, hahaha... i knew that there are more people in this world their parents don't even support them into this kind of job, i'm consider the lucky one.

haha, went for another appointment, it was my cousin. hmmm, he's 44, and i'm 17. age gap some how. and guess what? i closed a king! i mean, they really bought it because they think that the product is worth it, and not through support !!! haha.. i'm so happy, i cleared 1000 today, and i need to clear 1000 everyday from now on! fix fix fix!! yes! marketing manager is not far from me man!

2 mOrE dAyS tO gO!

2005-04-29T02:23:00.000-07:00

sIaNxZ... its coming to the end of the month, my next month pay check depend on these 2 days!!! what am i going to do? appointmentS?! ahhhh!!! my guys are giving me problem, one don't want to answer my call, one got into BGR, one don't want to come down, one is lost another one is having a grand event. what am i suppose to do?! think my beloved BM is going to miss his car. i told joseph that i think my BM will miss the car, but they said not think, is confirmed. quite sad for that, fought 3 times for his car, and actually missed it on the 4th stage. i told him once"i won't let you miss your car!" but now? sorry, i disappoint you.

seen him being so shag when he returned after his appointment, i knew that he has not given up hope yet, and we musn't! must believe in miracles, who knows, this 2 days we can actually complete 30,000 PV! we can do it! 2 days left, what's more to think?! don't depend on others, FIGHT!

jOb rElAtEd

2005-04-28T02:07:00.000-07:00

sIaNxZ.. hahaha... been busy recently, and never have a chance to blog. =( haha... hmmm, forgotten what i should say about.

oh ya, 3 more days to end of the month, i need 3 ME to meet my satisfied pay check next month! sianxz, nobody willing to help me, maybe i was too slack in the beginning of the month, retribution? haha... think so. don't know what i'm suppose to do, recently met up with some problem with my colleague, like, no problem and actually pointing fingers at me. sianxz, but forget it, this kind of people, don't need to care so much lah hoh! haha!!! but actually he also cares for my result la hoh, as in, like what he said, been slacking the whole month, can't even hit my target by the end of the month, i am so worried that mr razin can't hit his car!!! can't fail him man! FIGHT!

hmmm, maybe that guy don't really know how to express it, as in, sometimes some people under some condition can't take some treatment, treatment as in agressive or soft/smooth treatment. sianxz. he's negative and i'm negative, we tend to repel each other, or maybe i'm trying to repel him. get what i mean? haha, forget it...

i felt that my public relation have improved! i know how to approach people more often! think i won't be having any problem getting friends in poly!!! looking forward to it, but before that, i need to get a blazier on! which means, i need to hit my manager position before i get into poly!!!! the WANT in me is strong, the fire is burning! but 3 more days left, FIGHT!

been sleeping late recently, my liver, kidney, gastric and bladder are deteriorating! i'm dying!!! how!? haha.. becoming older and older as days past by, as in, i'm not yet 17 and i actually look like 22 years old!!! how?!

nEw eXpErIeNcEs

2005-04-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

tO sChOoL oR nOt tO sChOoL? sigh.. haha... oh ya..

i attached yue xiang's appointment for one whole day yesterday! 3rd April! so shek so sianxz!!! lolxz.. anyways, still ok la, managed to brush up my presentation. =) so happy. oh ya, need to complete my water presentation by tomorrow! shit~ hey hey, i kind of like lost brydon's sales kit, how?! lolxz... and one pillow pad!! ahhh!!! =X shek.. ah haha..

regarding the to school or not to school. hmmm, i don't really feel like going to poly this year, anyone here knows how to defer to next year? this year i really feel that its my time, its my opportunity, i mean, there's an opportunity there's a chance for me to climb up to a high stage in this job where by i can earn more money to support my family. i had enough of the days where i need to go around borrowing money plus plus, how shameful it is man.. but anyway, i never borrow money le la! but i keep on asking for money from my parents! no!! haha... sigh.. forget it, mum sure won't allow me to study poly next year instead of this year. just adding a point of view of mine. hehe.... long time never come online le, how long ? hehe.. not very sure...

kind of like sell a movie here to you guys. if you guys have yet to watch son of the mask, better watch it now man! this movie is shiok, cool, fantastic, blablabla... ai ya! its good ok? go watch! but the duration of this movie is quite short, can't really enjoy it to the extend of enjoying The Incredibles and The Mask...

10 mInS! sOlId!

2005-03-24T00:37:00.000-08:00

hAvE bEeN rEcEiViNg gOoD nEwS rEcEnTlY.. haha... i was posted to ngee ann poly, logistic management. haha... i want to appeal to go to singapore poly, but, can't find time out to go down to singapore poly to really appeal. haha, then found out that Zhang Li was in the same course and same school as me!!! oh yeah oh yeah! hmmm... kind of coincident.

zhang li, "hey! what course and school are you in?"
sin,"np, logistic management lo.... heard of it?"
zhang li,"y not? i'm in the same school and same course as you!!"

oh hoho.... so qiao.. :P

was kind of stressed today, my 2 downlines... giving me trouble everytime. hmmm, maybe i look at the problem instead of solution. and that's why everything turned out quite wrong. hmmm, i actually turned from a part-time s. to a full-time s. lolxz... sianxz, never mind la, hey! in the very evening just now, i still can't manage to find anyone for appointment, and my date line is today!!! so sad. but, luckily i managed to fix one just now, it was my 1st uncle. tell you what, brydon closed a single and a pillow pad full cash within 10 minutes and without any sales kit! solid!!! my idol... hohoho.... thanks all to brydon.

dIsApPoInTmEnT... sAmE oLd mIsTaKe...

2005-03-15T07:31:00.000-08:00

sigh... tomorrow is my dateline, or rather deadline -_-' so sad.. i didn't do what i was suppose to do, so sad, and i repeated my mistake mistake mistake again...!!!! so sad, i don't know why, but, sigh.... i repeated my mistake... you know me mah, i am those kind of people who will self-blame when something drastic happened. sigh... i just can't quit my this mistake =P sadden. hmmm guess that i will be missing my position tomorrow, and no good news for me tomorrow. why must this kind of thing happen to me. guess its god's will, but nevermind, persistance is the greatest point that everyone must fulfill, as long as i persistance, as long as i learn from my mistakes, as long as i change myself, as long as.....

my new goals for the rest of the year:
- change myself
- try to put myself into other's shoes before adding conclusion
- learn to be the best of all
- polish up my good points
- learn to not to repeat my mistake again
- learn to be optimistic rather than persismistic (i always do)
- most of all, learn to PRIORITIZE!!!!

oNe wEeK... dOwN

2005-03-08T03:58:00.000-08:00

hMmM, chatted with Ron just now, and found out that he is going in to NS tomorrow. one week had passed, so fast. i can't even hit my position by then... so disappointed.

what i can say about Ron was, he's really a good listener and he gives good advices. SOLID ah! haha... wish him good luck for his NS... hohoho...

hmmm, tong yi, she put me aeroplane again. again and again and again... what can i say? IRRESPONSIBLE? haha...

hmmm, once and again, my 3rd aunt, cold water was again, poured straight from my top to bottom. WHY? did i offend her? NO. WHY MUST SHE BE SO MEAN TO ME? this is really no fair. she's clever? she's experienced. Ron said, "just look at her into her eyes, and smile" you think i can? and Ron suggested ending the whole conversation with a "THANK YOU HOH"... hahahaha... totally speechless, i mean, i'm really left with nothing to say. really. mum would rather side her sister than me. yeah, make things difficult for her to do, one is her sister and one is her daughter. but, she's left with only one choice ME or HER. just one word, either she pack up and leave, or ME.

been swollowing superior's snooking these few days and in fact weeks, who does she think she is? i am once again left with nothing to say.

what they always teach me, "stay firm! ai zai!" i will do it! i am going to prove everyone who looks down on me WRONG! I WILL!

i mIsSeD! sO sAd!!

2005-03-03T02:38:00.000-08:00

hmmm, i missed my position at work, but ron told me that something within 3 days is very fast, but something within a week is consider fast. so no worries =) 1 queen 1 single, I CAN MAKE IT! yes! hmmm, i often self-doubt. why doesn't anyone give me a chance when i want to succeed, but upon thinking this, somebody told me "don't ask them why they never give you chance, ask yourself whether you deserve their help" hmmm.... interesting? =)

hmmm, how to say? owed all these to joseph, don and ron! haha.. thanks alot.. I CAN MEANS I CAN! suddenly remembered that i've forgotten to register the JAE thingy. how am i going to?! oh... my god. -_-' ah haha...

my choices of schools and courses!
1st: Biomedical Informatics & Engineering (TP)
2nd: Business-> Accountacy (SP)
3rd: Business Administration (SP)
4th: Business/Logistics & Operations Management (TP)
5th: Marketing (NYP)
6th: Biomedical Science/ Biomedical Laboratory Technology (NP)
7th: Logistic Management (NP)
8th: Information Technology (SP)
9th: Information Technology (NP)
10th: Engineering Informatics (NYP)
11th: Information Technology (NYP)
12th: Electrical Engineering (NP)

... =) ... I CAN DO IT, AND I CAN MAKE IT! ... =) ...

i mIsS yOu aLl!!!

2005-02-26T09:54:00.000-08:00

haha... how's job? have been a long time since i update!!! haha.. -_-' everytime same word. dotxz!!!!! alright, this job wasn't that really good to do la, but must jia you! you guys also jia you!!!! haha... heard that you guys aren't really that happy with the job? what you guys mean? haha... feel free to tag or message me!!! ah haha... oh ya! if you guys happen to know when the pay is out, message me!!!! sianxz... monday result out le, i am sure i can make it to poly! i want to go to business course! i want to take e-business!!!! not i want to, is I MUST!

lOnG tImE nO c!!!

2005-02-15T01:18:00.000-08:00

sigh... yin hsuan left for further studies at australia melbourne today... so sad. almost everybody cried, but not me!!! hmmm, i NEARLY nearly cried, but must be STRONG! yes! sigh... anyway, xuan going to be back SOON yes! real soon. i hope so... haha.... heard from her mum that she actually got herself 7 boxes of clothing, soft toys and our presents to be sent there! omg~!!! ah haha.... =X

alright, long time never post entry!!!! due to my work load and "chinese new year" and my internet had been "terminated" due to late payment -_-' pathetic... lolxz... hmmmm, yiwen ah yiwen, haha, i remembered that day when we went for fish and co. lolxz... you ps me!!! no la... haha... hmmm, what am i talking about? alright, justine, yiwen and me went for fish and co. and then, somebody by the name LEE YUE XIANG ps/ed me, and ending up i met my sister and her friend for pool and went for CONSTANTINE! yes! constantine! you must really really watch that show~!!! yes!!!

oh ya, forgot to mention that for today, i never try to go near xuan's crowd is because that i'm afraid i might burst into tears or whatever, as a close friend of mine, you guys should know why i don't like other than the crying thing =D so... sorry!!!! not i attitude ah~~ hohoho...

$10/hr = nOt tHaT eAsY tO bE eArNeD!

2005-02-10T03:15:00.000-08:00

sAdDeN.. wOrSt cHiNeSe nEw yEaR eVeR...

hmmm, i don't know what i want to say, only word i can discribe about today's work is: SUCKS...

i did the opening, as we had this whatever promotion which is a so called menu replacing the past menus... hmmm, useless thing. it sort of like scare quite many customers away from the price stated there. as in, set meals seat meals and set meals. you are not allowed to order individuals, bla bla bla. a set meal for 1 person costs about $19+ and a set meal for 2 person costs about $38.80, you see, would anyone who's here for individuals want to pay for that? sadden -_-' chui ah!!~~

alright, there's too much things for me to talk about, first in the morning, there isn't too much sales, customer came in and went away without eating. i felt so chui, went "back alley" chatted with vivie about everything that happened, found that we are sort of similar in some ways, scorpio girls, character similar, and PHONE NUMBER! haha... i mean my old number... hehe..

hmmm, got some problems with table 10, and more! what the... -_-' food was delayed to about one an hour later, customers grumbled, some even went away. sorry people, this is only for today and tomorrow. how i wish the head quarters never come out with this stupid idea changing the menu -_-' they were stupid!!! wasting food, wasting time, WASTING MONEY! alright, think i should stop here, don't really want to go to work tomorrow, but... sigh....

hApPy nEw yEaR!

2005-02-09T02:50:00.000-08:00

hehehe!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! yes! er.. nothing else to write la.. mr raymond treated us a so called reunion lunch -_-' not bad.. ah haha... er... heard that joseph coming over to my house on friday for mahjong -_-' i don't have a mahjong set at home! and please! no ang bao for you! haha... :P

hmmm, not much looking forward to tomorrow actually just because i have to work at thai express for the whole day and never go bai nian at all tomorrow. i received an ang bao from my grandma! and, no ang bao from dad and mum yet, hmmm, think will still be the same. as for this year, the only thing different will be me, not wearing a new clothes and will be wearing a thai express uniform!! :P alright, i never have a chance to get to know about the new menu thingy, maybe should get someone to teach me tomorrow! i mean later =P hmmm, will be opening with imran and karen? hope won't get to see black faces =) hope so, actually its quite sucks to have imran to do opening with you.. as you know.. ah haha!! -_-' shucks...

hmmm, hey rene -_-' i am not angry with you la please, i'm not those kind of petty person who will get angry so easy one lo... its only that i got a bit pissed off and blocked you and deleted your contact at that moment, but i added you back and unblock u le ma... -_-' crap... hmm, think don't play game with me next time, i attitude kia.. ah haha.. :P

i just sort of PIAH my MS with bear guo wei and yu hui, near to level up, but everybody left me and went to sleep, so i quitted too, can't sign in msn, don't know why, but anyways... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

bAnKrUpT!

2005-02-08T01:24:00.000-08:00

aIyO.. i know its not good to mention bankrupt near new year, but... sigh....

went out today with xuan and ping, hmmm, bought a pairs of ear ring, 2 bands (not very sure what band it is), 2 nose studs, 1 espirit top, and my mac lunch!. hmmm they cost me for about, $5+$4.40+$3+$36.90+$7= $55++ plus some other things that cost me $189! and i bought my contact lens yesterday (whole year) for $180! no!!! i am left no money to do my hair! and no money to buy cosmetics! only to wait till next year! yes!!! haha.. :P

always look on the bright side of life~ yeah!!! oh ya.. i'm not getting quite "good mood" recently, will get angry with small trival matters, so... hehe.. girls ma!! ah haha.. =X got to reach lau pa sat tomorrow at 1200 for meetings!!! hehexz.... got to reach there early, i can't be late!! yes!

heard from xiaoping that karen had already briefed them through the new menu set meals for chinese new year and 2nd day of chinese new year!!! NO!!! and i'm not working tomorrow, which means i have to learn LAST MINUTE WORK on wednesday (chinese new year) itself?! NO!!!! oh ya!!!

mavis students take note! mr ng's inviting us to go to his house on this saturday, as you know ANG BAOS!! but, due to my dear yin hsuan, who's much more important than ANG BAOS, i rejected 2 invitation! see how wei da i am!!! yes! yin hsuan here i come! =X just kidding... ah haha.. think i shall end here, nothing else to write.. ah haha... DON'T RESTRICT ME FROM DOING THINGS, AND DON'T FORCE ME TO DO WHAT I DON'T LIKE TO DO! :P

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHONG KAI AND MY DADDY!!!

sUnDaY!

2005-02-07T03:54:00.000-08:00

hehexz... at first i thought the sunday will be a boring one, but, hehexz.. i did enjoy myself =)

alright, i nearly forget to post an entry today! yes! haha... hmmm, think i'm getting over that matter bits by bits.. haha.. hmmm, got to wake up early later at about 9+ wonder if i can make it :P got to go raffles for groupings and will be meeting xiaoping and yin hsuan later at about 1-2pm to go for my hair styling, hope not too expensive! bo bi bo bi! haha... alright, hmmm i've got not much to say, nothing to complain like i always do... :P sorry lah hoh! hehexz.... oh ya! justine's coming later! yes! we can take neo prints! yes! haha.. yin hsuan asked me to accompany her to go to K Box tomorrow! which is tuesday, as she said shin hung and Po An dragged her there and thus she so called DRAGGED me there too! hmmm, think i have to piah my maple story, heard that yu hui and tim are piah/ing now.. hehehexz.... think i shall end here, have a nice day! :P

nEw sHoE

2005-02-06T00:34:00.000-08:00

sianxz.. just got home and had a new shoe with me -_-''''

took a train to bukit batok in the after about 12++ to meet brydon to teach me some stuffs and got to know some tactics for make ups~ =D hehexz... great time uh? haha.... not bad, chatted with him and got to know that he had really fallen in love with this so called good girl. hmmm, i wish him all the best bah~

oh yeah, came back home at about 6+ to 7, took a nap and got a so called steam boat- family gathering for dad's birthday, ah ting and 3rd uncle, mum's 3rd sis attended... hmmm went to city plaza for my shoe after that... disastrous...

i think i had chose for my shoe for about 1 hour plus? it was until the aunty in the shop can't tolerate me... ah haha.. sorry lah hoh! buy shoe this kind of thing can't rush one, the one i want must be suitable for me, comfortable for me, wa lao! rush me -_-' haha.... nevermind la, i never buy any shoe at last. sorry hoh~! its just because the shoes there sucks... =) and there was this stupid mother's 3rd sister, she's a farker.... i don't know why on earth she had to go against everything i did. what the fuck, who do she think she is? huh? my aunt? SO WHAT?!

you know what? while i was in the midst of choosing my so called suitable and comfortable shoe, she was there nagging nagging and NAGGING! she kept on saying that her feet can fit into all kind of shoes, and my feet are so big blablabla. and i definitely got fed up right? please la, you stepped my tail first leh, i say you back its natural one loh, and don't say i never warn you before hand, i asked you to buy your own shoe since i had no idea which shoe to buy and what you did was "i don't want lah, i already bought mine" then i was like? -_-' wa kao... since you've already bought yours, you kao bei for what?! and all the way she kept nagging nagging and nagging.. -_-' so fucked up...

whatever, i left the shop and went to other shoes shop... finally got the one i love, but its $89.90! and, of course, i didn't get to buy that, i bought another one at about $29.90.... haha.... no bad lah... got to work for both first and second day of chinese new year =) haha... $10/hr... not bad lah... but i can't go other relative's house to bai nian... so sorry.. ah haha... :P but most probably at this kind of time mama papa are in malaysia! but i don't think this year they would go to malaysia, hmmm, i will miss my ang baos!!!! =P think i shall end here, hehe.... good night and happy new year! and! HAPPY LUNAR BIRTHDAY TO ZHONG KAI AND PAPA TODAY! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHEENA TOMORROW! =)

tHe sO cAlLeD sAdDeN

2005-02-05T01:26:00.000-08:00

i cRiEd fOr a gUy!!! nOoOoOoO~~~!!!! =(

alright, i was too tired to post any entry yesterday. went for a so called reunion dinner at warners <-- is it spelt like that? a german restaurant, heard that Desmond work there, but, he wasn't there yesterday. =( sadden. alright, let me tell you what happened yesterday.

i started work at 1800 hrs, and got to know that Thai Express is closing at 2100? throught out the 4 hours, the first 2 hours were happy, the rest were sad. i mean ME! alright, i've already changed my number to 91258952, and i sms my ex, WC, and he replied that he got it.
okie.... hmmm, it started off quite well, WC and i were like sms-chatting throughout the first 2 hours, and then he suddenly told me that he's going to treat me dinner on saturday night, i was like, SHOCK? because he never treat me that well in the past when we were together -_-' alright, i asked him whether he got the wrong person, i'm wan sin, and
he said "ya.. of cos, my darling" ... ok, nevermind, i started to "suspect" that he actually got the wrong person, and
i replied"hmmm, i think you got the wrong person, you sure you know who i am? i am wan sin!". and
he replied"of cos! you no need to go school meah? i thought u having your o'level this year? you from cedars one right?"
and i was like -_-'''' yes, he got the wrong person. and
my replied was "oh ya, hey, you got the wrong person, i'm the god-sis of yours, blablabla" and
ok.. everythings over -_-'.... "CHEY... i thought who you.. -_-''' " and "alright, so, the dinner on saturday night is cancelled, right?" "i think so.... ai ya.. see first lah.." and no more reply... oh ya.. i forgot to mention that he claimed that he had alot of steads -_-'

oh ya, sorry, i thought that's very insulting, so i just can't bear it and broke down infront of missie. thanks missie for lending me your shoulder... LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! hehexz.....

alright... maybe you'll think that i'm stupid or this is my stupid story, but i can truely tell you that i really love that guy alot, and now, i'm totally disappointed after the insult -_-' NO FACE!! wa piang!!!!!

nevermind, crying over someone who don't love you anymore is useless mahxz... ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! yeah.. but i really need time to get over that... =) hmmmm nothing much about today.. ha... yeah.. normal life today =) except for me brooding over the matter the day before -_-'... hehexz... seldom see wan sin being like that right? =P

cHaNgE oF hAnDpHoNe nO.!

2005-02-03T01:12:00.000-08:00

sIaNxZ, iTs mE aGaIn... mY nUmBeR hAd oFfIcIaLlY cHaNgEd tO 91258952!!! tHaNk yOu aNd pLeAsE mAkE cHanGeS~!!!

today sales wasn't bad, nearly got myself late... haha!!! rushed down from raffles to siglap took me 1 hour!!! i mean yeah.. 1 hour. forgotten my breakfast and and my lunch till night, hmmm, quite tough, and had a so called pineapple rice for staff meal and haagen dazs ice-cream cake fer.. dessert? haha... :P alright.. don't ask me about how did the haagen dazs ice-cream cake comes by or whatever, i'm not answering for that! :P

hmmm... anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENE! you're 19!!! alright, SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE~!! =P open up guy! :P yeah!!! don't know what the hell i'm talking about.. hmmm.. thanks for that! :P yeah yeah yeah....~~~ think i am stopping here, don't want to say anything else. don't really feel like going to work... no attraction. hmmmm... lalala~~~

sAdDeN -_-'

2005-02-02T00:00:00.000-08:00

had dougnuts for my BREAKFAST today.. hmmm, i woke up at 2pm this afternoon! NO!!! i am suppose to wake up at 11am and go to the library for research!!! and end up waking up at 2pm, i did go to the library, but found nothing and was late for the so called meeting later up...

sadden... rushed down to T.E and got myself TOMYUM cup noodle on the way there... =) not bad. role call<==?? wasn't bad, no scolding, nothing. i'm doing bar today, got myself messed up with watermelon lime freeze and orange ice-blend. wastage form: watermelon lime freeze and hot house coffee. sadden!!!

after all, i made an ice-kacang for myself! red rubies!! no!! i forgotten to clear the red rubies! i'm dead!!!! red rubies with blended ice.. no!!! the ice .. too coarse!!! =( alright, staff meal was gailan and weiquan's kfc chicken... I DIDN'T GET TO EAT THAT!!! why?!~!!! my mom called me and said that she's already on the way to T.E and asked me not to eat!! why?!!!! sadden. and i got up her car and grumbled all the way, she scolded me, we're having cold war. -_-' i'm so farked up.

alright, rene is illed, so weird didn't get to see him work today, wish him recover quickly as his birthday is coming soon! thursday! hmmm, still wondering what to get him for present, maybe not going to give anything, maybe... haha... good luck!!!

fEd uP`

2005-01-30T02:04:00.000-08:00

hMmM... i think somebody's going to come soon, that's why i got angry so easily... =D

1st thing: i was late in the beginning, i went in and greeted everyone, and then... imran asked what time am i suppose to report for work, and then i said its 1100, but i reached about 1115, so.. i'm late! hmmm, they asked me, why didn't i say the reason for why i'm late. i replied "even if i really say why i'm late, ITS STILL AN EXCUSE =)" so i just kept quiet and imran asked "why didn't you say sorry?!" hmmm.... if you guys are close to me, you should know, i don't really like to say sorry to others... so, i just said the sorry in an unwilling way...

2nd thing: i was SUPPOSE to be in charged of the cashier today, hmmm, everything turned well except the ending.... missie came into bar and started to fix the orders, and i wanted to help her! and then IMRAN! he said " i want to train missie" blablabla.. then i walk away lo... BUT! he followed by another sentence which made my blood boiled even stronger! (i nearly got high blood pressure or nearly vomit blood)... he said "don't stay here inside the bar go go go, go outside and clear the table" what the... -_-' he asked me to be cashier one, and now he chased me away.... i went up to the kitchen after clearing, saw romeo and sam, nearly cried in front of them.. wuwuwu.. in fact, i went to the toilet, wanted to cry, but tears just can't come out.. too bad~

3rd thing: when the LCS came, they were like.. -_-' lolxz.... i mean, they were quite negative against somebody else in thai express. but i'm unsure whether who is it in the beginning and then found out that its IMRAN! alright, i don't think i have the right to comment about him, maybe he was right, maybe maybe... hmmm, anyway, i am quitting in mid feb, so... hehe...

4th thing: i missed the last bus today, luckily xiaoping's father drove me back. THANKIEW PING!!! haha.... hmm actually i think i have nothing more to write about, but something that really agitated me was that my sister wore my new year shirt!!!! what the... sorry missie, got all my vulgarities on her =X haha.... but, MY NEW YEAR SHIRT! it cause me a boom too man! and my sister knew that its my shirt, and she knew that i never wear that before, AND SHE WORE THAT OUT! omg! and she really look ugly with that shirt one... seriously... =) sorry la, but really!! =X i think that's all bahxz.

hmmm, i guess thai express won't be like what i love to see in the past, maybe somebody had changed the mood, maybe not. what the hell am i talking about?? but i really hope to see peace between one another... like... hmmm, who the hell am i to say this kind of things, so i think that's it. interfere into something too much isn't what i am suppose to do. so, maybe i could just shut the fark up and do what i think or what other think is right. maybe after this entry, somebody else in thai express might distant me, but.. this is also something i can't help about... sorry all =(

sErAnGoOn`

2005-01-28T10:41:00.000-08:00

eH, i'm damn tired!!!! just came back from serangoon, hehe, don't ask me go there for what, i would just probably tell you i went there and sat down and started chatting with brydon and cat -_-' i mean, they're my friend.. haha.. -_-' hmm, if i tell you this is the first time i sat down at serangoon's HDB void deck, how does it sound to you? haha....

i'm so tired!!! after i returned home, had some chats with rene and yin hsuan, played hexic and minesweeper with rene, i lost my minesweeper to him, he sounded PRO, hmmm, maybe i should get one real PRO to challenge him!!! haha.. think i going offline soon.. muahahaxz.. chatting with someone's on my mind.. hmmm.. muahahaxz....

eVeRyTiMe

2005-01-27T09:13:00.000-08:00

hehe... actually i've no idea which topic to put, then i came across this thing named MP3, britney spears- everytime... haha...

ok, i was asked to work split today, hmmm, opening with jian wei and imran, both dark face -_-' you know? I HATE PEOPLE SHOWING ME ATTITUDE! NABEI.... what the -_-' wa lao... WARNING:! DEAR PEOPLE, DON'T SHOW ME YOUR ATTITUDE MAN! FUCK OFF LA! hahaha... =X too rough liaoxz.. i am shu nv! =X

hmmm, have been filled up with anger since morning, hmm, tried to suppress it, because i don't like showing people my attitude.. =D hehexz... i don't like people showing me attitude, so i must not let other see me attitude! =( haha.... alright... i don't want to talk behind others back, i want to be GOOD GIRL! =D

sorry if i very bhb, hmmm, that's my goal for this year, and i hope that i can really go polytechnic, instead of ite =( haha... pray hard ah!!!! alright.. hmmm, nothing much to say, i think i won't be going to thai express for work tomorrow =D hehexz... alright, think that's all, sorry it looks quite short for a "long time update" haha... :P

customer at table 1...

2005-01-24T02:52:00.000-08:00

i nearly got my schedule for today wrong~!!!!!! i thought i am working from 1200 to 1630, and luckily i woke up at 830 this morning and found that i am suppose to work opening today!!!! which is suppose to be 1030! =X alright, my lucky day =P

hmmm, guess you guys must be wondering, what the... at table one so what?! hmmm, i'm enough of those crappy shuai ge thingy, i'm suppose to meet him today, and he end up falling ill!!! so, our meeting is cancelled!!!! =(

hmmm... guess! whose at table one? hmmm, really not fun one lahxz, lolxz... i saw my singapore idol! not taufik, not sly. OLINDA!! ah haha!!! so so so!!!! =X hmmm, i didn't really know its oli at first, i saw a boney lady and a plum "guy" walked in, as usual, i greeted them "hi! welcome to thai express!" and i went off doing my things.

then cui fen aunty went to the phone and was murmuring something, so i asked her what happened, "there! table 1, zhuang mi xue(michelle chong)!!" then i was like -_-' lame shit, i don't really like her, and i saw her twice! and then, i serve the customer outside. hmmm, i don't really know for what reason, when i came into the "air-con territory" and then i saw its OLI! omg... "is that oli is that oli?!" i was like asking everyone inside there. then their replies were like "duh -_-'" hey hey.. after confirming that that "guy" was OLI, i actually jumped around the whole place =X lolxz.. mad cow? o_O~ after much consideration and courage, i finally went up and asked for signature and ask to take a few shots together =X haha.... hmmm, OLI was quite friendly la, michelle also not bad, so... I LOVE OLI!!! hehe =D

hmmmm, after all those, i finished my work at around 4:30, i waited for missie's VCD, and went to buy 4D =X ah haha... "3111" actually i wanted to buy 3113, the fire noodle's code, but end up just because nana got my phat thai seafood wrong, and i got a customer's noodle wrong, i buy this number, hehe =D i never strike -_-' ai yo... haha..

went back to thai express after the 4D thingy, we went to the "area of illegal gathering" that's what i called that place la, haha, went there, had an hour chat with cui fen, not bad lah hoh... ah haha... went home at about 7-8pm, i'm dead beat! after bathing, i boom~ into bed and slept till 1030! why!!!!! having light sleeps recently, hmmm, chatted with my sis's friend, shawn, found that that is why my sister had been chatting with him for the past few weeks, its just because this guy is humourous! <= ? suppose to be spelt like that? haha...

think i gonna end here, enough of my rubbish, and now, febuary is coming, which means chinese new year's round the corner, and don't forget! O'LEVEL result is going to be out soon! REAL SOON! what the... i really hope I REALLY WISH i really desire TO GO TO POLYTECHNIC!!!! oh god!!!!

sHuUuUuUaAaAiIiI gEeEeE!!!!!!

2005-01-23T01:03:00.000-08:00

omg omg omg!!! i think i'm in love with him!!!! how?!!!!!! =X ok la... ;) fell in love so easily... sad ah!!!! maybe i just want to forget someone, haha... hmmmm, this guy fulfil all my requirement!!!!!!!!!
- As tall as 180cm
- not too dark, i prefer whiter one =D
- wear spects =P
- quite fit

but!!!!!!!!!!! he smokes =D lolxz... ai yo.. HIM, i mean the someone, smokes too =D so, its quite ok with me!!! ahhhh!!! why i so bhb ah? hmmm, he wouldn't like me one lah!!! okiexz.

went for the training today, nearly lost my way. haha, and got to sit with HIM and cat! haha... cat as in the name "cat" not the animal "cat". found out that he smokes too, hmmm, liver not functioning well =X haha... i mean his! hmmm...

met justine for dinner, nearly got ps by her!!! i suppose to meet her at paya lebar MRT station, and end up waiting her for about, 15-30 mins? (is it that long?! forgotten =P) finally, i can't wait due to my stomach, i went to bedok MRT alone, when i finally got my toilet, JUSTINE LIM! she called me!!! i'm doing my business half way, SHE CALLED!!!! =X shhhh... haha.... alright, i got to meet her at last, oh ya! i forgot to mention that i got my platform tore off! is that suppose to be spelt like that?! haha, then we met yin hsuan and dined in at thai express! old place =P

after eating our soft shell crab, garlic kailan, phat thai vege, pineapple rice and banana fritters (about $11+ for a person) we went to tampines!!!! hmmm, did not buy more, yin hsuan got her fingernail polish?(or cosmetic remover?), tinez got her transparent mascara, while i got my lip gloss =D ate an ice-cream just now, cold!!!! haha... took a half an hour trip back home, and HERE AM I!!! hmmm, crap lah, i think that's all, see you guys around! =P

oh ya! my schedule's out!!!! forgot to write that down...
24/1: 1100-1530
25/1: OFF
26/1: 1100-1530/1800-2230
27/1: 1800-2230
28/1: 1800-2330
29/1: 1800-2330
30/1:1700-2230

sO fArK uP

2005-01-22T02:30:00.000-08:00

hMmM, think after you guys saw the topic, you will think that something make me angry bahxz? haha... nope! hmmmm... how to say leh, I HATE INDIANS! i mean, those rich indians. FUCK sia!!!!! they left thai express without paying A SINGLE CENT! fuck them! nono.. they very dirty one.. nono... =X ok, I AM NOT BEING RACISTS OR WHATEVER, but they can't be so unreasonable!!!!

the whole thing...
hmmm.... we've got a reservation for 24 pax! i was like very excited about it, and found out that the one who made reservation was an indian! hmmm, by that time, i was already SIAN 1/2 liaoxz.... haha. everything was right in the beginning of work, but in the end (the last order), the vegetarian table ordered a fire noodle, there's chicken inside!!!!!

they requested to see the manager- karen -_-' lame shit, karen was handling the credit cards thing, and they wanted to see her immediately!!! and that became another subject for complains. they complaint that the old lady who ate the fire noodle(with chicken) inside had not touched chicken for over 30 years, its a SIN after eating that. and you know what?! the old lady had finished almost half of the dish!!! sigh.... they even threatened that they will ask all the INDIANS NOT TO COME TO THAI EXPRESS SIGLAP ANYMORE!... FUCK!!! nabei chee bye!!!!!!!!! ahhhh!!!! but, we were at fault too!!! HOWEVER! they LEFT WITHOUT PAYING A SINGLE CENT! money!!!!

i missed the last bus just now due to the debriefing, quite sad lah, actually yue xiang had to be sacked because of the fire noodle, luckily only warning letter was issued.... (cold sweat all over us) =D now, heng heng heng!!! those indians made us end our day WORST! =( sadden ahhh!!!

=S sHuAi gE =S

2005-01-21T02:03:00.000-08:00

hehehe.... shuai ge shuai ge shuai ge!!! next time if i have a chance, i shall put his picture big big big in my blog!!!!! =X haha.... =P

oh ya... fun time at work, treated yu hui and tim at thai express this evening, there goes my $20 =( sadden. had time making drinks at bar. hmmmm, avocado milkshake, banana fritters, red rubies, banana milkshake, red bean milkshake, thai ice teas, hot house tea, ice coffee, calamansi blend, watermelon lime freeze, pineapple blend, orange ice blend, chiang mai blend, sour plum, mango ice blend.... haha.... imran said whenever i blend, i drink, until end of da month i become ( ) lolxz... ah hahaha!!! kekexz....

shuai ge shuai ge!!! bth... lolxz..... i wonder how old is he, i wonder how tall is he~ so sad... he lost both his parents. =( cry for him.... hahahaha!!! think i siao liao la.... getting more and more despo as time goes by.. =X just kidding =X think i won't blog too long! haha =X and erm... hmmmm!!!! what i want to say... hmmmm... ahhh! one thing is on my mind now.... SHUAI GE!!! bth... ah haha.. =X oh ya.. ez link card is expired after today!!!!

fIrSt dAy aT bAr

2005-01-19T01:56:00.000-08:00

hAhAhA!!!! i am in charge of the bar today!!!!!! hmmm.. how do i feel? SHIOK! =X although abit blur, overall, its managable... WHAT AM I TALKING?!

haha... met 2 new staffs today! ah hahaha.... jian wei and rene, rene started work yesterday, while jian wei was really a stranger to thai express. haha... hmmmm, what can i say about him, maybe he's quite shy at first, that's the reason why he didn't speak much. BUT! he's experienced! how to say.... he's automatic -_-' haha.... meaning, whenever customers left, he cleared the table straight! yes! ah haha.... that means i can teach! =X bhb -_-' hahaha.... will be working tomorrow with both of them at night, think that is when both of them will talk more. rene... an indo-chinese, how to say about him, shy type? but also a bold one. think he had already fell in love with our "THAI EXPRESS FLOWER" sheena~! haha... hahahahhahahahaha!!!! alright, enough of thai express...

a*hem~! but, other than thai express i don't think i have anything to say... ha... oh ya! there's a shuai ge working at cafe cartel next door!!! saw him a few times when i'm in for opening... not bad la! but he sure won't like me or remember me or whatever la! so... ah haha!!!!! good night lo...!!!!

_|_ tIrE oUt _|_

2005-01-17T22:54:00.000-08:00

pathetic me!!!!!!!! hi! i'm here once again! haha... i've got my schedule, but its ever changing! how good it is! omg!!!!! i'll be working whole day tomorrow! opening till closing! but!!!! $$$$$$$

sigh... i've counted, i don't think i'll get much salary by the end of the month! hahaha... it is just because my schedule isn't fix at all! i mean, sometimes i work half day, seldom i got time to work full day! and i have to take those customers face & attitude!!!! SO WHAT IF YOU HAVE MONEY?! nabei..... but... i'm quite happy with my job =)

muahahahaxz... hmmm i'll be free only on saturday!!! so sad =( nvm! money!!! o'level result will be out soon, my sentence to ITE is approaching! i had made the worst preparation, but i don't think i will be able to take it or accept it when i get the result. however... tian wu jue ren zhi lu! ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! i can find a course and can make new friends even in ITE! and after my hardwork, i can still go to poly! yes! i can do it! =( but must jia you orhx!

hehe.... jia you bahxz.... tired!!! i finally finished my "MY DATE WITH A VAMPIRE III"!!!! quite nice... too loh soh.. ah hahhaa!!!!

nEw bLoG sKin

2005-01-10T01:24:00.000-08:00

hEhE =D ...

hi all!!! long time no see!!!! oh my god! i want to watch seed of chucky/chunky!!!!! so much! NC-16 :P ha.. i can watch! alright -_-'...

hmmmm this is my new blog skin, nice uh? the girl standing on the right is Sakura of Naruto! i don't really like or dislike her, but only this skin looks nice, so... ha :P

just got home from work. not quite happy today i can say. been mess up when mopping the floor! sigh.... forget it.... hehe =D somebody treated me spaghetti! i shall put spaghetti as my favourite dish now and then. ha!!!! alright, think i have to end here, its quite late already, and! i'm working morning shift tomorrow!

hmmm... my schedule for the week
10th jan ---> 1130-1530/1800-2230
11th jan ---> off
12th jan ---> 1800-2230
13th jan ---> 1800-2230
14th jan ---> 1030-1530
15th jan ---> 1800-2330
16th jan ---> off

that's all! good night!

hApPy nEw yEaR!

2005-01-01T23:50:00.000-08:00

hey hey!!!! one year passed!!! so quickly!!! oh my god! i missed my secondary 4 days!!!!!

hmmmm school going to start real soon! but i think, not for me! ha... but if my results happen to be capable to admit to ITE only, maybe i might start school earlier than everyone else... lets pray hard that i can go POLY instead!!!! mama!! haha...

yeah.... counted down yesterday in a taxi to downtown east yesterday... so sad!!! ha, can't rush to pasir ris on time =( sicked~! hmmmm.... reached that about 0010hr, and gone home about 0215hr... $15 cab fare =( sad! and i did nothing there actually... received a huge christmas present from yue xiang, BROWN CHOCOLATE!!! yawnxz.... ah, thanks anyway... ah haha!!!

hmmmm, i'm illed! <-- is it spelt like this? er... ah hahaha!!! sorry... my english sucks~ =P hmmm, let me wish all of you a very very HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! and a.... hmmmm a..... HAPPY NEW YEAR!! -_-' lame shit.. muahahaxz... thanks friends for being by my sides in year 2004, hope i can get a new boy friend, and many friends as possible!! yeah yeah yeah~!!!!! =X get a new boy friend -_-' sucks.. don needa think... no way!!!! haha....

mErRy cHrIsTmAs!

2004-12-27T03:07:00.000-08:00

hOhOhO mErRy cHrIsTmAs! er.. belated =X

hahaha... alright, computer broke down, seldom got time to write entry =( ah haha... EXCUSES! hmmm.. quite alot of things happen... started on 21st Dec and ended on 26th Dec... hmmm.. still ok lahxz =X

i bought MY DATE WITH A VAMPIRE III yesterday and found out that its only volume 1!!! you know how much it cost me?! $39.90 =( but!!! nevermind.. haha... i finished it till 7am today~ not bad... and i slept till 4pm today!!! work started at 1800hrs, i'm the striker again, quite pressurised as the strikers are to be responsible for the number of customers on that day!!! not bad~ but my record was on christmas eve! FULL HOUSE! ~>_<~ hehehe... nearly missed my last bus just now. missie got scolding? from her parents for being home late after work. but, yeah, her house happen to be located at a place where many ah bu neh neh =P so... =D

hmmm... i think i got nothing more to write! maybe wait till next entry bah!!! haha...

special thanks to yiwen and missie for being there and WARMING YOUR SHOULDER FOR ME TO LIE ON! missie!!! haha.... it started like this, and i expected it to end like that. so... hahaa!

bOwLiNg kInG!

2004-12-14T02:03:00.000-08:00

oHhHhH!!~ been crazing over a comic series (bowling king--- gun qiu wang) anyone who had read it, i guess you guys will be on my side.. nothing else to comment about this series only ALL THUMBSUP<-- is it spelt like this?

dad said he going to look for a job for me, clerk. hmmmm, i think it will be real weird for me to work as clerk at this age bah... ah haha! and i signed a 9 months contract with THAI EXPRESS! why?! =( even if the term my dad's friend give is better than T.E, i don't think i can go persue(izzit spelt like this?) my dream!!!! <-- clerk -_-' i mean at this age...~ :P

been laughing whenever i'm reading "bowling king", quite a funny? hilarious comic i can say. muahahahaxz!!! mei hui's birthday coming!!! not yet buy her present! how?! help!!! =P hohoho! call me king =X ~x_X~

ha.... sorry for not updating my blog so long so long! ATTENTION ALL GUYS AND GIRLS ABOVE AGE 16!!!! Blade Trinity this show (NC-16) is another best vampire show i had ever watched!! Van Helsing, Blade Trinity~ worth it! watch man!!! haha.... true speaking, i am a person who gets disgusted with appalling scene, but, this NC-16 show isn't those kind of real NC-16 those kind of disgusting "blood spilt all place" show... what am i talking about? hmmmm... everybody in the show looks cool! looks or look?! =( anyway.. this show is filled up "fuck you", "mother fucker" vulgarities. for those who gets digusted with vulgar, don't watch =X

this is a small part of movie review for you? hmmm...

Wesley Snipes returns as the day-walking vampire hunter in the explosive third and final film in the Blade franchise, Blade: Trinity. When the Vampire Nation hatches a plan to frame Blade in a series of brutal killings, he must join forces with the Nightstalkers, a clan of human vampire hunters, in an extreme battle in which the trail of blood leads directly to the notorious vampire legend, Dracula. Written and directed by David S. Goyer, Blade: Trinity also stars Jessica Biel as Abigail, the daughter of Whistler (Kris Kristofferson), who inherits the vampire-slaying duties that once belonged to Blade (Wesley Snipes); and Ryan Reynolds (National Lampoon's Van Wilder) as Hannibal King, one of the Nightstalkers.

mY dAtE wItH a vAmPiRe

2004-12-07T01:31:00.000-08:00

haha.... stupid title... =X alright, i just came back from malaysia yesterday night! went back there watched vcd all day... haha, actually, i brought the vcd in there to spend my boredom in case... lalala

just came back from work, sorry for not updating my blog for so long!!!! hmmmm, don't even think you guys would go read lah... so, ah hahaha... let me recall, what happened last week...

my first day work was on monday(29/11), followed by tuesday. i was late by half an hour! =( sadded! missie had her first day on tuesday, so she was there first with me on my second day. we signed a contract, saying that we had to work there for 9 months before we can resign, we can't dye our hair, we can only be late for not more than half an hour per month or warning letter would be given =( haha... this means that i can be late on wednesday too! tuesday (30th nov) <--- last day of the month =X hmmm.... i went to malaysia on friday night, came back yesterday, sunday. i went to malacca to celebrate my cousin's 21st birthday. nothing much happen that day, expected, being left out(sat alone), maybe sometimes being pestered by small children -_-' i hated them... don't ever tell me i was once a kid too.... CRAP! i'm 16 already~ shhh! what's more.... yin hsuan, xiaoping, meihui and yu hui's birthday coming! on the 10th,12th,15th, and 22nd~ pathetic.... no $$!!! schedule for this week 6/12/2004(mon) 1800-2230 7/12/2004(tues) OFF 8/12/2004(wed) 1800-2230 9/12/2004(thurs) OFF 10/12/2004(fri) 1800-2330 11/12/2004(sat)1800-2330 12/12/2004(sun)1800-2230 one more thing.... my 3rd aunt sucks! hope she'll get out of my life soon~

fOnG jIe'S bBq

2004-11-27T02:46:00.000-08:00

hAhA.... tOdAy'S fOnG jIe iNvItEd eVeRy oNe oF uS fOr bBq!!!

kekexz... lets start it with the breakfast--- ya kun kaya toast~ haha.... not bad, heard that ching yi got her butter in her holick =X alright, we got to city hall, carlton hotel, and they told us to be back at 1pm as the crew are all having lunch break... okay, we went back to raffles shopping center, (is it what it was suppose to be called? =X) WINNIE THE POOH AND FRIENDS!!! took a few shot of them, from the side as we were not the first 200 who queued, =P

we went back to carlton hotel, on the way there, saw a few xia lan girl, step my foot, i diao them, and they hum ji ran away -_-', alright, back to there and the security guard(another one) said the crew will be back at 2pm -_-''''''' ahhh... we gave up, and went on to cafe cartel...

hmmm, they need male crew, so... NO CHANCE! =( we went to marina square, and interviewed BREEKS, THE BUFFET RESTAURANT.... hmmm, i might need to consider ;) lolxz.... ha, after that, we went to ryan's house, hmmm his swimming pool -_-'''' ENORMOUS!!!! my pool is not even half of his!!!! OH MY GOODNESS!!! alright, after that helped fong jie with her food, and gone to tampines mall for neo prints! and bought a mashimaro!!! for that stupid brother who just had his birthday on the 26th Nov... lalala, he's my younger brother~ LEE YUE XIANG~! ah hahaha!!!! alright, he had turned 17 already! time passed so quickly~! kekexz... alright, after the 12 midnight, its ISA'S BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISA! haha....

will be going to yvonne's bbq later, hmm because now's already 0245!!! going to dye my hair there, hmmm, i must remember to bring her sister's scarf!!! alright, think i should end here, lazy to type =X i'm starting work next monday!!! yeah yeah!!!

iF cAn'T bE fRiEnDs, dOn'T bE eNeMiEs eItHeR

2004-11-25T07:57:00.000-08:00

hohoho... mErRy cHrIsTmAs!!! haha....

had been filling up forms these few days, pathetic~
hmmmm... went for 2 interviews today, hmmm.. sorry to all that had been waiting for me in the very afternoon... i got up late due to the reason that i slept at 5am this morning and got up at 1340hr... sad =( got to raffles city at 1430hr, am i suppose to be fast enough? haha....

you know.. things pass real slow when you can't go to the toilet when you have a stomach ache.... ho! i guessed i had been waiting for an hour for that lady and end up she went for a meeting that lasted long enough that she can't get back on time to meet us =( however, we've got another lady to brief us, in fact, interview us lah... she said it was sort of like full time job(1200-2300) -_-' you think will i work? sadden...

we went to city link mall to check out other jobs, we got locked up behind an emergency door when i said i wanted to go to the toilet! lolxz.. we ran all the way up and got out through another door... ha... went to esplanade for another interview... the manager appeared to be quite hilarious lah, not stress facing him, finally... i got to meet someone same "pattern" as me... that guy love to make people angry and then make people laugh again -_-'.. ah haha... same here!!! kekexz...

got home and found ke wen(wilson's brother) in my house! ha ha ha... he is going to stay over at my house for today only... ha, seems like almost everybody plays maple story... haha... hmmm... got my pasta dinner, mushroom soup and ice-cream just now... ha... now, i had an empty jar of "pasta sauce" with plain water inside... why? my sister got no cups to pour me water, and found this jar for replacement -_-' omg~ haha.. think i should end here, got to go for another interview tomorrow!!!

aFtEr o'LeVeL

2004-11-24T05:16:00.000-08:00

hMmM.. it've been for about 2-3days since my last paper in my school! ha... just re-connect my internet yesterday, dad lost his phone... lalala.... he should be sad about it.. he lost all his contacts in one night time~ hahaha... retribution... not that i hate him la.. its just because he had too much ALCOHOLIC DRINK/s the night before... after the whole night not sleeping the day before, i was woken up by HIM, to call the information center -_-' got to tampines mall and got his new sim-card, hahaha, the new sim-card will only re-activate one day after! hahaha... and there goes my new handphone =(

about today... hmmm... nothing much... have to wake up early in the morning to go school for our TESTIMONIAL -_-'... i wasn't qualified for my entry to JC or CI(or whatever it was called)... and make a joke in front of those people who got their chance for JC... lalala.. think i don't even qualified for ITE, and needless to say... -_-' think i going to stop my m/sing soon.. nothing fun about that.. that's life man.. ha... i won't stick to one thing for more than a period of time... hmmm... oh ya... students graduating from primary school next year.. PLEASE DO NOT CONSIDER JOINING BEDOK NORTH SECONDARY SCHOOL... this school sucks~ guess you guys won't imagine that the school threatened not to return us our testimonials unless we bought the school's band concert tickets -_-' let make it this way... if we were the one asking the teachers to buy the tickets... WILL THEM BUY? sigh... mr yee got my i/c number wrong on the testimonial... =( sicked man! need to get back to school for my only testimonial?!

after 2 torturing hours, finally got out of that lame school.. thinking that i no need to get into the school again until febuary next year~ yeah! got home, painted my finger nails, not too bad, but i got all smerge off~ =( got to bugis to celebrate my BELATED BIRTHDAY and tong yi's FAREWELL... oh ya.. tong yi going back tomorrow at 10! ya... took our neo prints, spent all my money ($80 in 2 days~!) __ fainted~ got to bedok after taking our shots, went to a "KTV lounge" not bad.. but its just like a low-class k-box.. =X ha... $5/person, 2 free drinks... not bad lah~ went off to meet ryan, ching yi and wei ming at about 4pm... hmm... interviewed a few companies? waiting for results.... may be negative i think.. haha... ALWAYS LOOK ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF LIFE~ haha... think i shall end here! many things waiting for me to update... BUSY!